Stuff

Ok, well i just got this journal thingy, so i thought that i would give it a try. Today was thanksgiving, and i enjoyed it pretty well. "Food" lol. Tomorrow i go to see the new Harry Potter movie, and I am excited about that. Today was wierd, seeing that it was the first thanksgiving ever without my dad being here with us. I cant believe that he didn't even call us. I just dont know. I think I miss him, but I am not totally sure. My emotions have been just been mixed up. I turn 16 on Dec. 7, and I am just not feeling it. I'm starting to wonder if there is anyone who likes me more than "friend" status. It just feels wierd seeing everyone else in a relationship with other people, and I just feel left out. I got letters in the mail from the University of Miami yesteday, which was pretty sweet. Sometimes I just want to leave, and start over in another place where no one knows who I am. Sometimes I just get lost in what people expect of me, and forget what I expect of myself. I just don't know, I guess I am still looking for that sign to relize "things".